I don’t know why I do the things I do . Like I don’t know what’ll happen anyways.. I’m so stupid for having hope. Thinking this one time I’d get something like ” you know . I’m sorry. I never meant to hurt you” thank god I’m not holding y breath, I would’ve died & thinking about it. That doesn’t sound to bad. My whole life has been full of No’s. I feel so worthless. Everyone around me makes me feel like I’m not worth anything . Why do I love these people ? Because we accept the love we think we deserve.